It's been awhile. Where have I been?
Well, here and there. I've been feeling a little, well, pooped lately. Blogging has turned into more of a chore than a break, and I found myself comparing my measly little blog to other great and beautiful blogs, and feeling a little small. Yes, I know this is no true measure of my character, my success, or my value as a human being, but it's hard to see all the great things other people are blogging about and not feel a little left out.
He's a quote that explains my problem:
"The reason we struggle with insecurity is because we compare our behind-the-scenes with everyone else's highlight reel." -Steve Furtick
And I firmly believe it is true, but does anyone else feel like they don't have any highlight reel moments? At all? Man, I sure do.
I feel like that would be exhausting. I feel like I may have been blogging for the wrong reasons, but I still want to blog. What is wrong with me? PMS? Probably. I don't know what I want.
That's really what it's like, fellas. ^
But anyway, I feel like this week is going to be a good one. I have some very exciting news I want to share, but I am waiting just a bit longer until the good news is 100% set in stone. I'm a little skeptical that it's actually happening. But it involves me, Trevor, and Lehi, UT. Whoopie!
I'll be back again soon, I swear!
I'm glad you're blogging, Bec. It's so interesting that you blog about this......I have a post set to auto-post on Friday that is a lot to do with this kinda thing. Hope you read it. And I like your blog. Keep it up. Keep posting. You're a doll.
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